The unexpected turns me on, but that's hard cuz I usually know what to expect.

So I got back into the film routine...production meetings throughout the week, all the phone calls for an AC, all the weekends going to film, all the new cameras etc. I'm ACing on the varicam (HD for those unfamiliar) next weekend for Ryan Webb (who's awsome cuz he's from Houston) and TJ will be gaffing (who's awsome by nature) and the weird coincidence is that Topper's ADing it (who's ... never mind. JK he's awsome too). And then Ryan asked me to AC on panavision at the end of April so basically ima miss like all of my last classes to do that...im excited. O yeah...does anyone kno anyone who wants to start learning camera. Mike says I needa find a second for a shoot in April who I will train...and Mike's always right so... EHEM. UMMMM...yeah and Mike might gaff the color sync im shooting which will basically make me look as incompetent as I really am but I cant risk to fuck this one up...it's gonna be very visual oriented. OK enough film chatter...

This weekend thus far: Thursday we got out of class early yay! and so went to weinstein with Elizabeth, Andrea and Nate and we gossiped about the film department and its delinquents... Then I didn't eat at all until 12 the next day CUZ i went to the Jacket to volunteer with Topper at 6:30 and wasnt hungry then but then we went straight to the afterparty (the movie btw was good to me though its questionable) where David met up with us and Laurel and Lisa were there to watch me and David show off our lightweight status and piss of the busboys by making out in their doorway so they couldn't get out. Well anyway David left at like 12 (when the open bar ended) and supposedly he doesnt really remember much after that...he's even worse than me. So then I proceeded to make a fool of myself, I later found out that Brandon Kusher saw me in this state...ick. I was carried to the bathroom by Topper where I threw up and then we took a cab home cuz he's just excessively nice and I shoulda been pissed at him for wasting his money but I was too drunk for my morals. I told Syhaya all about the night so she would write it down for me in case I didn't remember...it worked out hahaha. Next day...hang over...production meeting...starving. I decided to like Scott Gerber so far cuz he bought us Pizza for the meeting. And Fritz Gerald was there too whose class I'd skipped the day before...great. So then I went to Chipotle's with Andrea and then we went to the bank, victoria's secret, express, old navy, and payless before going back to her place where I lay down on her discourteously unfluffed pillows while assisting in editing her video project staring me as the psycokiller ho. I then took the dvd to david's to show him and learn about his second half of the night...good stuff. I then had to deal with the cold walk back and ended up having a movie night with Elizabeth. Clue is a fantastic movie! and Red Hot American Summer is a new found gem. I started getting pissed towards the end of it tho cuz I wanted people to get out of my room!!! O well. Today I went shopping with Kait which made Andrea jealous but it was lots of fun. We went to places I would never usually go and I found a shirt and shoes. Yay.

OK so lastly I'd like to say that im bored but I dunno what to do about it. Maybe I want a relationship but then I can't stand the thought of going through one again. I can't deal with it yet. So what? Keep getting free sex...well that's getting boring too. So predictable (here's where the unexpected turning me on comes in). You get the booty call, you meet up, and fuck. There's no variation in that. It's so routine...but then again so are relationships. Whatever it's not bad or anything, I just like surprises.

GQ's started living here again...GAR!