People ask me what have you been up to? I have no idea... I forget what I've been doing or don't want to think about it but I know I've been busy. I know last week I never got hom before 11pm. What was I doing? ...life is all i can answer.

But the thoughts than have been going through my head could be translated into a musical. It's been an emotional rollercoaster. I usually do everything I can to avoid those but I got pushed onto one this week. Shouldn't have fallen for it...but I did. I think I've got a hold of myself now but my mind's still occupied. Problem is dreams last for so long...

I'm not ready to bounce outta this town. I want all the work and nonsense to be over but I don't wanna gooooo! That is why when you ask "what are you doing this summer?" I say I don't know but in reality I'm going to Houston until mid July with a visit from Andrea mid May, Florida trip at the end of May, and a visit from David early June. Then after mid-July I'm going to be driving around the mid-west hunting giant twine balls... I'm trying to come to NY to drop off my shit before that deal but I need a place to stay.

So enough procrastinating...